Okay. So I kinda feel like I'm going to be talking about something really private here, an insecurity of mine, in fact. But I mean it probably doesn't matter because literally zero people read anything on here ever!
That being said, I have this weird compulsion to be "interesting" enough for the people around me, my boyfriend, and -let's be real - myself, in all probability.
Like, I wouldn't even stop at calling it a "weird compulsion." This is something that legitimately scares me. Puts me in tears, kind of scary. I think it may be rooted in the fact that I think my boyfriend is mind blowingly interesting himself, and I think he deserves only the best - which would be a girl who's no less interesting herself. And the reason why I feel like I have to be the best of the best? Well, that's a whole other story for a whole other time.
So here I am. Basically putting myself through horrible pain feeling like a sitting duck while my boyfriend is in danger of being snatched up and taken away by another woman who probably has degrees in both anthropology and sewing. Or the mechanics of cars. Or whatever. And has probably been a dog walker and a professional panda cuddler at some point in her life. You get what I mean.
I'm getting off tangent so this is where I get back to why I'm writing this blog post. You, lucky readers (lol), are going to join me on this journey of mine to become whatever I think is interesting enough for the life I want to lead.
I've been told that the way to become interesting is to be interested, so I figured I should start with things that I'm actually interested in.
Things I'm Interested In
- Could definitely lead to great things. I mean, how many people can say they are legitimate goat experts? Will look into this.
- Taylor Swift
- ....I think it may not be the best idea to be well versed on all things Taylor Swift.
- Well I am going to school for this, but looking into this more couldn't hurt! Will definitely look more into this. I'm really into Vice so I'd like to analyze more of what makes a Vice writer a Vice writer.
- Photo Journalism
- Now this is something I really want to look into. Not going to school for it, so I'll have to research on my own. I think I'll try it out on my phone first before investing in a real camera or something haha.
That's all I can think of for now, but I'll be back tomorrow with more ideas and possibly iphone journalist photos and such!
(Yes, I'll really be back tomorrow)
See you guys soon!